if now , i'm gonna type out my feeling , my thinking , i guess i'm gonna type till midnight.
noone know how i feel, uhmmms.
idcidcidcidcidc , anymore.
arggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. ireallyreallydkwhattdo.
i'm fcuking useless. i shldnt be in this world. sigh}:
i shld dieeeee. )':
iloveyou.):alotalotalotalot.&now,idkwhattdo.ishldntbeinyourlife.
butnowi'min,icouldntgetout.&idontwannatgetout.
iwanttobeyours.sigh.igotnoonettalktoo.itsallmyfault,forbeingsosensetive.
ishldjustgetlostfrmurliferight?andmaybbthatmakeyouhappier.
ireallydontfeelliketalking.iwannatalk,butidkhowtsay.
ireallyreallyshldntbeinthisworld.

dont be sucha kpo reading what i've type above. Even if you read it ,you wont understand.
Dont ask me what happen or what.

sometimes, i envy ppl w lots of friend.
Friends whr always beside you.
while i dont have any.

Kala,imissyou)':
idk why , but i miss kala alot. i need you , kala}':
i seriously do miss you.
sigh , be back quickly }:

i wanna scream , scream till i lost my voice, become an mute.
i wanna go blind , so that i cant see, anything.
iaswell,lieinthecoffin.