idontknowwhatithinksometimes .

Yesterday {16.2.o8}
alrights , i spend my lunch w my aunt and bro .
train-ed down to town to have our sushi tei .
and i rush back home .
i still have a little time to meet dear , so ..
but just a little time .
*bang d wall .

it's seems like i'm addicted to him .
yes , i knew it .

head back home chng and bus down to JEC .
went t d resturant near by to have our dinner w my relative .
geeezxz .

bus home and chat on d phone w dear .
sweetbaddream then .

i had this dream , and i dream of you .
i hate to dream abt uu , seriously . Because i knew whenever i dreamt abt uu , it's always nothing good .
yes , now i'm somehow lost .
i'm lost w my fear .
dreams come true as uu not realise yet .
sigh .

Today { 17.2.o8 }

i woke up today morning arnd 2 and get back to sleep after awhile .
but still , i dreamt of you agn . and still , it's isnt good thing .
sigh .

Going my aunt house later .
sigh , whr's my smile ?

I WANNA SCREAMMMMMM