YAYNESS !
Dear coming back today luh ;D;D;D;D !
wheees .

oh , evon is here ,right behind me ,at d sofa ;D . bullying my brother ? counted laah, see them till bueytahan .
damn her . If my brother stead is here , heh .. i guess evon is dead by now ;D!
hahars.

sigh , i dont really have d mood to blog .
hmmps , my mood is reallyreally bad this few days .
It's still because ........ _____ ........... _____........... !
!%$&$$#% , obviously i hate d feeling of moodswing . Wait i mean , which idiot like moodswing-ing ?
Seriously , somehow emo just rocks okay . People say emo sucks , but i dont find a reason to it .

If this feeling still continue , i rather take a gun and shot myself dead ororor i rather down off d building .

This few days is reallyreally suay enough , raaaaawrs .
Fine , this is life , shall not complain any longer .

Seriously , i miss dear alotalot .

sigh , uu chng .

Wait , i mean all people chng.

yahs , i know . But since uu are now closer to ur other 'friends' , just go ahead .

i dont really mind . But just that ,

whenever uu wanted to talk to someone in d past, i will always be thr , and still uu would tell me somethings which uu wanted to tell me,and i mean PAST .

But now ? sigh , are we still counted as sister? am i still counted as ur closer's girlfriend ?

uu chng alot ,really . yarhhs , i know i've chng-ed too.

I always crap w uu and von . But why , why uu would just 'diao, ._. ! '

I give up my looks in puplic and entertained uu. But , this is whad uu react .

i dont mind . Really , i dont mind . It's ur reaction , uu want to laugh then laugh ,

no point force-ing uu laughing at my craps lurhs.

But, then . I realise somethings , i realise that whnever ur other 'friends' craps .

You would just ' HAAHAHAHA ! '

whad uu want my dear girl . WHAD THE HELL UU WANT !?

yah , i amit i have no secondary friends expect for those guy .

YAH ! i only have uu , jos and evon as my close dearie . And i dont wish to lose anyone of uu .

But... Since that night uu send me harsh msg , I reallyreally cried alot .

Are uu blame-ing me that i lead uu to ur birthday ? or whadever shit .

firstly , i didnt lead uu . I just giving idea's .

YAH ! i want to go countdown badly , it's ur day that day . I dont mind not going ! i just want to see a birthday girl happily laughing and enjoying .

Back months ago , uu say that ur wanted to celebrate ur birthday w childhood friends.

But , why uu wont keep ur words ? sigh .

it's okay , ur birthday . i dont care !

i'm not picking a fight w uu . I'm just trying to save our friendship ! uu understand?!

my >dear girl , i'm tired ! REALLY TIRED !

i guess uu dont care luh . it okay .

if uu want to ,

we go our own way . uu go urs , i go mine .

i've maybb mistook uu and i apologize for that .

if uu felt hurt , not only uu hurt ! me and von hurt more then uu .