Today is 20.12.o7 .
5more days to chirstmas . And 4 more days to Mj b'day . And 8 more days to dear;myself 2month .
Hopefully my boy would be back by tml .
Sigh . My flu isnt gone yet , and still i got a terribly cough .
3days of flu alrd . raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawr .

sigh. yesterday was reallyreally bad for me ):
I didnt know things turn out to be so ...
firstly , i'm having moodswing . yes , a bad one .
and i even cry myself to get myself sleep .

And then ,mj msg-ed me during d mid-night .
saying such harsh things . Yes , it's hurt me ! we quarrel , just b'cause of lil.things .
whadever ! No point saying this alrd . we get back tgt agn .
But .. We know each other too well .
and we turn out to be quarrel because of our attitude . sigh !

it's just like , she's rubbing salts on my wound .
Fine .
things went back alrd then .

msg-ed dear , a longlong one .
and soon , i fall asleep .

Morning , shocked that dear replied my msg .
sigh . We cant msg much lurhs .
But i knew he be thr for me .
Evon coming later . I promise her to make her breakfast . But w my mood like that ?
sigh .
my heart hurts laah dey . sigh !

i cant take it .